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Because he was always right…. I DO push people away. .

but its not like i know how to stop. 

i think i was meant to have no friends. 

I always complain about how lonely and shit i am, but fuck, i did this to myself. 

#contradiction

Me.

I’m an angry person. Even when I’m supposed to be happy and excited and just fucking ecstatic, inside of me, I feel anger. I sit around, watching the most irrelevant movie, then suddenly I’ll feel irritated without knowing why. Every little thing ticks me off and i’m so unwilling to accept anything. 

I have so much negativity inside of me. Where did all this come from?

I try so hard to be happy. 

Why is it so hard..

Today Vicky called me & told
Me
Something Sam said ..
” we’ll they’re my best friends , what do you expect me to do .. She doesn’t control me & if she can’t accept it then why is she with me ”

I
Can’t believe he said that …

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